Wednesday, September 28, 2011
Sunday, September 25, 2011
Why should I
Be sad when you're happier without me?
Be holding on to someone that let me go?
Be crying over someone?
Be such a stupid person to hang on to something that's never going to happen?
Why am I so stupid? Its time to live life my way. You had no qualms about leaving me behind. Why the fuck should I care about you anymore? Its nice being alone. Because you don't have to give a damn about anyone. Because you don't need to be stupidly clinging on to someone that may leave you at any second.
You can treat someone so much better than what they got in the past but they still give you up.
I WAS STUPID TO HAVE TRUSTED SOMEONE AGAIN. TRUSTING NO ONE BUT MYSELF.
I never had to trust anyone. Let my guard down and this is what I got. Again.
Go, find someone that can treat you better. I was never good enough in looks, studies, or in the way I treated you. You can find someone better. So much better. Why am I saying this? You should already know. From that moment you left.
Be holding on to someone that let me go?
Be crying over someone?
Be such a stupid person to hang on to something that's never going to happen?
Why am I so stupid? Its time to live life my way. You had no qualms about leaving me behind. Why the fuck should I care about you anymore? Its nice being alone. Because you don't have to give a damn about anyone. Because you don't need to be stupidly clinging on to someone that may leave you at any second.
You can treat someone so much better than what they got in the past but they still give you up.
I WAS STUPID TO HAVE TRUSTED SOMEONE AGAIN. TRUSTING NO ONE BUT MYSELF.
I never had to trust anyone. Let my guard down and this is what I got. Again.
Go, find someone that can treat you better. I was never good enough in looks, studies, or in the way I treated you. You can find someone better. So much better. Why am I saying this? You should already know. From that moment you left.
Saturday, September 24, 2011
Little things
I now realise that little gestures can make me feel. Fine :)
Remembered the sweet note and candy Christina gave to Cuicui and I yesterday. Thankful. Thank you :)
Its people like C who give me hope. That the world isn't as evil as it seems to be :)
Remembered the sweet note and candy Christina gave to Cuicui and I yesterday. Thankful. Thank you :)
Its people like C who give me hope. That the world isn't as evil as it seems to be :)
Friday, September 23, 2011
F.a.m.i.l.y
Hi Mommy. I love you. More than you'll ever know. It may not seem like I'm the best daughter you can ever have, but I'm already trying. I'm sorry for everything I've made you angry/sad/worried about. I'll keep trying. Happy Birthday, my beautiful Mom :)
Zombie
Zirca on Ladies' Night with Zeena, Sarah, Jon, Charles, Thane and JJ. Supposedly only Sarah, Eva and I were together, but the rest were there, and Eva had to join Joell and co. so we joined. E sucks :( Thanks to her friend I actually got in though, HAHAHA HE SAID I LOOKED DAMN YOUNG THAT'S A COMPLIMENT YAY
No pixxxxxx because we were partying all night!!!!!!!!!!!! Ok lah we took pix but they're all scattered around so until I get them, no pix hehe. Thank god for the guys or we would have been...................... HAHA. Was kinda sad coz I didn't get my mc spicy :( breakfast time :( Cabbed back with C, T and JJ hehe free ride home :)
Bathed and left the house immediately to.........................
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Interaction Day Camp 22 September 2011!!!!!!!!!!!! :)
Was paired with Christina for the whole day :) We were totally stoning while waiting for the campers to come, lying down on packets of marshmellows, staring into the big blue sky. Played basketball/netball with Mad, Chris and Cuicui :) So fun shooting hoops. Reminds me of the netball days when we sweat our hearts out on court during trainings, and also those times we encouraged each other while running 5-6 rounds for warmups. How time passes..................
All in all it was a fun day :) If I don't leave SD, I'd be sooooooo looking forward to the actual camp!! HEHEHEHEHE :) So glad it went well. Thank god man hehe!!!!
Dead beat by the time I got home lor omgggggggggggggggggg didn't sleep for more than 30 hours!!!! Body clock is so screwed. Bye for now!!!
Things change. That one guy I truly loved, the one that said he would never leave me, left. Fairytales never do come true for me. I have to let go of you someday, somehow. Because you let me go.
No pixxxxxx because we were partying all night!!!!!!!!!!!! Ok lah we took pix but they're all scattered around so until I get them, no pix hehe. Thank god for the guys or we would have been...................... HAHA. Was kinda sad coz I didn't get my mc spicy :( breakfast time :( Cabbed back with C, T and JJ hehe free ride home :)
Bathed and left the house immediately to.........................
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Interaction Day Camp 22 September 2011!!!!!!!!!!!! :)
Was paired with Christina for the whole day :) We were totally stoning while waiting for the campers to come, lying down on packets of marshmellows, staring into the big blue sky. Played basketball/netball with Mad, Chris and Cuicui :) So fun shooting hoops. Reminds me of the netball days when we sweat our hearts out on court during trainings, and also those times we encouraged each other while running 5-6 rounds for warmups. How time passes..................
All in all it was a fun day :) If I don't leave SD, I'd be sooooooo looking forward to the actual camp!! HEHEHEHEHE :) So glad it went well. Thank god man hehe!!!!
Dead beat by the time I got home lor omgggggggggggggggggg didn't sleep for more than 30 hours!!!! Body clock is so screwed. Bye for now!!!
Things change. That one guy I truly loved, the one that said he would never leave me, left. Fairytales never do come true for me. I have to let go of you someday, somehow. Because you let me go.
Wednesday, September 21, 2011
☁☁☂☂
"I guess a person can just fight for so long, when its one sided its already a losing battle. After so many ups and downs i've never regretted anything, okay maybe a few things.. But whats done is done and it can't be undone anymore. So we'll just keep the happy memories in the past and move on.. Slowly. All these memories are gonna hurt a lot but i'm going to try to be a stronger person, try to be happy again.
I'm not gonna lie but i'm going to miss your smell and your hugs the most.
I'm tired, i need to love myself more."
Quote, and more quotes. I'm still lost. I'm not only lost, I've lost myself.
Quote, and more quotes. I'm still lost. I'm not only lost, I've lost myself.
What?
Semester GPA: 4.
2 modules that are not related to my course, GEMS and CRS.
Did GEMS like a dog. Got a C.
Did CRS like some anyhow. Got a distinction.
Further proves that language is my thing. Maybe I should just give SD DID up and move on.
2 modules that are not related to my course, GEMS and CRS.
Did GEMS like a dog. Got a C.
Did CRS like some anyhow. Got a distinction.
Further proves that language is my thing. Maybe I should just give SD DID up and move on.
Tuesday, September 20, 2011
Fat hope
I will never find someone that will love me for who I am, and fight for me when things get rough. Someone that won't walk away from me. Someone that will hold my hand through it all, and never ever let go. Someone that will love me despite my imperfections. Someone that will be willing to give me chance after chance. Someone who will be willing to believe in me, and know every single day, I'll be improving myself to be a better girlfriend to him. Someone that can see my efforts, appreciate it, and reciprocate. Someone that will love me whole-heartedly because I am me, and not because of any physical traits I may possess. Someone who will be willing to do silly things with me and take stupid photos, post it on facebook and still be proud of me. Someone who would not be ashamed of me, and point out to everyone that 'Hey, that's my girlfriend.' when I'm perspiring profusely. Someone who may make me cry, but will always be there to make me happy again.
Because I tried, I know.
Because it happened twice, and I don't want to risk having it happen again.
Because I give up on Love.
Because I tried, I know.
Because it happened twice, and I don't want to risk having it happen again.
Because I give up on Love.
Saturday, September 17, 2011
Come clean
There is only one me. And I've changed. For the better. Not for anyone else. But for me. Because ultimately, I am alone. Everything shall revolve around me for this post.
So many decisions. To stay in design? To leave and work, then go for a private diploma, then a degree? Passion for design was not there since day 1. It was always because of others, I had to stay in SP. Never was I truly happy with what I was doing in school.
The only happy thing was that I was making others happy by staying and doing something I didn't really like at all. Slowly, I did learn to love design a little more. Because being a designer, even if you want to quit, you never really do completely. It opens your eyes, widens your horizon, makes you think out of the box and also increases your EQ hahaha. By that I'm not joking. I don't know why I always come up with feasible, easier solutions compared to those unexposed to design. I like design, just not enough to make a career out of it.
Then it comes to a point where I have to make all those tough decisions its like I'm already living mid-life crisis when I'm not even halfway through Life. Do I stay? Looked upon other options. Business, psychology, tourism, mass communications. All (to me) much more worth the hard work. Eliminated. And it boils down to Psychology. I can only practise it when I get my Prof. Even so, opening a clinic may not mean I'll get business. Another way out. Be a lecturer. Sounds like a plan, yay!
And another HUGE question mark slaps me in the face. Its not easy. Is this what I want to do for life? If so, where do I get the money to support myself through this? Recently my brother got a new processor because he's hearing-impaired. I don't blame him, but I can't help but think of how much money was spent on that tiny thing that isn't even longer and wider than my index finger. $11k. FO REAL?????????????????????????????? Yep for real man. Its not even waterproof. There goes the money. And then the stress comes. I'm not from a well-to-do family. Parents are struggling to make ends meet because of my brother. They earn enough to feed us, but their savings are running low. AND I STILL WANT TO GO TO PRIVATE???
So I'm stuck. Real stuck. Although I've already spoken to my dad and he said that if its what I want to do, they'll find a way. SURE DAD THAT MADE ME FEEL BETTER!!!!! :) not. I'm 18. I have brains, and I know its not okay.
My plan? To quit school because I've already wasted so much time and money on something I do not like. Then work. And earn my own money so I can support myself and at the same time save for the EXPENSIVE price I have to pay (literally) for my private school fees. By earning my own money and paying my own school fees, I'll feel the pinch. And that pinch will definitely motivate me to work hard and not slack my lazy ass off. I'll do well in school, and go on and on and on until I reach the top. Then I'll start my own business/teach. I'll know what to do then. Sounds easy but I know its going to be a tough life ahead. I'll get there. I know I will. Although the same shit will happen. Make new friends, people come, people go. People are good, people are bad. The cycle goes on and on and on and on. Shall save that for when-it-happens.
For now, I'm still stuck. Thinking of talking to my parents about it ASAP. And I'll move on.
Things I have to do before school starts on the 17th of October:
Whatever floats your boat. :)
So many decisions. To stay in design? To leave and work, then go for a private diploma, then a degree? Passion for design was not there since day 1. It was always because of others, I had to stay in SP. Never was I truly happy with what I was doing in school.
The only happy thing was that I was making others happy by staying and doing something I didn't really like at all. Slowly, I did learn to love design a little more. Because being a designer, even if you want to quit, you never really do completely. It opens your eyes, widens your horizon, makes you think out of the box and also increases your EQ hahaha. By that I'm not joking. I don't know why I always come up with feasible, easier solutions compared to those unexposed to design. I like design, just not enough to make a career out of it.
Then it comes to a point where I have to make all those tough decisions its like I'm already living mid-life crisis when I'm not even halfway through Life. Do I stay? Looked upon other options. Business, psychology, tourism, mass communications. All (to me) much more worth the hard work. Eliminated. And it boils down to Psychology. I can only practise it when I get my Prof. Even so, opening a clinic may not mean I'll get business. Another way out. Be a lecturer. Sounds like a plan, yay!
And another HUGE question mark slaps me in the face. Its not easy. Is this what I want to do for life? If so, where do I get the money to support myself through this? Recently my brother got a new processor because he's hearing-impaired. I don't blame him, but I can't help but think of how much money was spent on that tiny thing that isn't even longer and wider than my index finger. $11k. FO REAL?????????????????????????????? Yep for real man. Its not even waterproof. There goes the money. And then the stress comes. I'm not from a well-to-do family. Parents are struggling to make ends meet because of my brother. They earn enough to feed us, but their savings are running low. AND I STILL WANT TO GO TO PRIVATE???
So I'm stuck. Real stuck. Although I've already spoken to my dad and he said that if its what I want to do, they'll find a way. SURE DAD THAT MADE ME FEEL BETTER!!!!! :) not. I'm 18. I have brains, and I know its not okay.
My plan? To quit school because I've already wasted so much time and money on something I do not like. Then work. And earn my own money so I can support myself and at the same time save for the EXPENSIVE price I have to pay (literally) for my private school fees. By earning my own money and paying my own school fees, I'll feel the pinch. And that pinch will definitely motivate me to work hard and not slack my lazy ass off. I'll do well in school, and go on and on and on until I reach the top. Then I'll start my own business/teach. I'll know what to do then. Sounds easy but I know its going to be a tough life ahead. I'll get there. I know I will. Although the same shit will happen. Make new friends, people come, people go. People are good, people are bad. The cycle goes on and on and on and on. Shall save that for when-it-happens.
For now, I'm still stuck. Thinking of talking to my parents about it ASAP. And I'll move on.
Things I have to do before school starts on the 17th of October:
- TAKE MY NEXT STEP AND CONTINUE WALKING FORWARD.
- Meet up with all my friends!!!!
- Find a jobbbbbbbbbbbbbb
- SAVE $
- Look forward to the day camp and all that's coming up :)
- Feel beautiful, and look beautiful :) Be beautiful inside out.
Whatever floats your boat. :)
Friday, September 16, 2011
Because
"We can never know what to want, because, living only one life, we can neither compare it with our previous lives nor perfect it in our lives to come"
from stellarstatic.livejournal.com
Thinking about my birthday this year...............the date so special. And its never going to happen again. 9/10/11. My 18th birthday. Knowing that you wouldn't be around although you are around, knowing that I'll be on foreign land without all my closest friends and lovely family. Knowing that all I have is myself on that day hurts too much.
Even if I manage to land in Singapore by 10pm without any flight delay, its a Sunday. Who has time on a Sunday night? And if delayed? I'll be spending my birthday; my most special birthday EVER. On a plane. Again, without anyone close but myself.
There can be miracles when you believe, but this time? I'm broken. I know miracles happen. Just not to me.
from stellarstatic.livejournal.com
Thinking about my birthday this year...............the date so special. And its never going to happen again. 9/10/11. My 18th birthday. Knowing that you wouldn't be around although you are around, knowing that I'll be on foreign land without all my closest friends and lovely family. Knowing that all I have is myself on that day hurts too much.
Even if I manage to land in Singapore by 10pm without any flight delay, its a Sunday. Who has time on a Sunday night? And if delayed? I'll be spending my birthday; my most special birthday EVER. On a plane. Again, without anyone close but myself.
There can be miracles when you believe, but this time? I'm broken. I know miracles happen. Just not to me.
Thursday, September 15, 2011
Eleventh
VERY long post ahead with over 30pix!! I'm back hehehehehehe
Genting!
Pictures are from all around the world. HAHA Sarah's phone/cam, Liting's phone, Meiling's phone and Wenyi's cam she lent us :)
3d2n was quite a getaway for me, especially when so many things had happened in the past weeks. Wasn't really hyped but when I saw them I was SO HAPPY NOW I WANT TO GO BACK THERE ITS LIKE AN ESCAPE FROM THE CRUEL WORLD but no. HAHAHAHA K AH
Daddy drove me there! Went to pick Sarah and off we went to Golden Mile :) Those darlings were already there and Chinyi, Seowwei and Judy were there to send us off!! So sweet hehe.
So we were camwhoring like mountain tortoises on the coach. HAHAHAHA but damn cool ok!! Can watch movie!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Caught Eat Pray Love. Good movie. Totally must watch. I can relate to it.
So apparently I went to Genting with 5 other people, 2 of which I didn't know till the trip. LOL. Ml and Lt's tkd friends. So we were snacking and watching movies and all and then we reached Genting around 6am? AND WE COULDN'T CHECK IN TILL 3pm.
What did we do you say?
THERE. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA
Walked a little from the hotel and went to take some touristy shots :)
DISTURB ME I FLICK MY PEESAI AT U
DBL CHEENZ
Then we decided to wait for the theme park to open at 10am, get tix, leave the luggage at the counter AND CHIONG THEME PARK LIAOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
In between we did lots of eating. Marrybrown :) AND KFC'S PORRIDGE AWESOME OK SO YA THEMEPARK TIME took quite a few pix but I'm lazy and this post has 30 over pix so yeah go fb if you really want to see us. HAHA
Tried Fruitare in kiwi flavour. NOT NICE ONE.
OK WE TOOK THIS KIDDY TRAIN RIDE AROUND THE THEME PARK LIKE 5 TIMES HEHEHE DAMN FUN WE WERE SINGING DAMN LOUDLY ALL THE WAY HARHAR
Then we headed back to the hotel, got our luggage, checked in, bathed, napped
AND WOKE UP TO CLUB AT SAFARIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIii
Disturbing picture of 2 high girls above. Wasn't drunk. So proud of myself :) I know how to take care of myself!! :) So I puked everything out (LONG ISLAND TEA SUCKS), washed up and we all slept till the very next day....................
WENT DOWN TO KL AFTER FREE BUFFET BREAKIEEEEEEE
Took the cablecar till mid-mountain and took a bus down. Then walk for 5 mins, KL MRT, TIMES SQUAREEEEEEEEEE
That above is us sua-kus on the cablecar ride. COOLING ONLY HAHAHAHA ML DAMN CUTE SHE WAS SCREAMING HAHA but we were all excited like little kids :)
Shopped quite a lot, GOOD BUYS HAHA KL SHOPPING IS GOODDDDDDD!!! Then back to Genting Highlands :) Went back to the hotel room, tried on all our clothes!!! Then headed down to Starbucks for free wifi :) Did that all 3 days. LOL SG SPIRIT
Since it was the last night, we all headed to the guys' deluxe room!!! Had to give them the deluxe coz us girls' rooms were linked!!! HEHE HAPPY OR WHAT? :D
Me iz spastic.
AND HE WAS THE ONE WHO ACCOMPANIED ME THROUGHOUT THE WHOLE TRIP SO CUTE RIGHT MEET FUNSHINE :) THANKS ML HEHEHEHEHE
Next day was checkout day!!! Hehehe we were all sooooooooooooooooo tired so we slept past the alarm. Went to Ripley's Believe it or not!!!!!!! Spectacular :)
Then it was time to go home :) This collage was made by Ml and pix courtesy of Ml again. SHE WAS THE FIRST WHO WOKE UP AND WENT TO SNAP ALL OUR SLEEPING UNGLAMS HAHAHAHAHA
Ending the Genting part with our cute little sleepyhead faces :) HAHA PUI
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Met up with the pbts and Shaun and Judy after I came back!!! Swirl Art for froyo HEHE
Then this was..............a few days ago? I think on the 13th? Was mooncake festival so Meh, Judy, Xav and I went to buy candles and lanterns HAHAHAH X burnt his in 5 seconds after trying to light the candle in the lantern HAHA
NOT TO FORGET MEH BURNT HER PLASTIC LANTERN STICK THAT COSTS 50CENTS SO JUDY WENT TO GET HER A GIANT TWIG HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
Neverland and MBK after. Don;t want to elaborate. Bad night :(
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Met up with Noeleen and Cuixia for Astons @ The Cathay :)
Gymmed with Meh, Leo and Andre before I headed home and out to meet them!
Slacked at Starbucks after dinner and chatted a little. Photobooth because girls like to have fun! Love them. Hehehehe
YOU KNOW YOU LOVE US HEHEHEHEHEHEHEH :)
Met Meh and Andre again for Swirl Art then home we went. Was talking to Andre about how life sucks. Yes it does. Sucks all the energy outta us. Oh well.
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Today! Seoul Garden with the Interaction Camp OC team :) Not everyone was present but yep, wasn't that bad :) Had the buffet. All the fats I lost are now comin' home to momma. DAMN
Went off together with Cuicui after stuffing ourselves full. Noms :) Walked around town. Went to H&M and Cx bought CHIO BLUE SHOES!!! I bought Hello Kitty hairties HEHE <3
Had a good day talking to C :) Enjoyed your company!
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Today. Supposed to be. Will never be. Life is full of uncertainties. I can only wish.
Genting!
Pictures are from all around the world. HAHA Sarah's phone/cam, Liting's phone, Meiling's phone and Wenyi's cam she lent us :)
3d2n was quite a getaway for me, especially when so many things had happened in the past weeks. Wasn't really hyped but when I saw them I was SO HAPPY NOW I WANT TO GO BACK THERE ITS LIKE AN ESCAPE FROM THE CRUEL WORLD but no. HAHAHAHA K AH
Daddy drove me there! Went to pick Sarah and off we went to Golden Mile :) Those darlings were already there and Chinyi, Seowwei and Judy were there to send us off!! So sweet hehe.
So we were camwhoring like mountain tortoises on the coach. HAHAHAHA but damn cool ok!! Can watch movie!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Caught Eat Pray Love. Good movie. Totally must watch. I can relate to it.
So apparently I went to Genting with 5 other people, 2 of which I didn't know till the trip. LOL. Ml and Lt's tkd friends. So we were snacking and watching movies and all and then we reached Genting around 6am? AND WE COULDN'T CHECK IN TILL 3pm.
What did we do you say?
THERE. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA
Walked a little from the hotel and went to take some touristy shots :)
DISTURB ME I FLICK MY PEESAI AT U
DBL CHEENZ
Then we decided to wait for the theme park to open at 10am, get tix, leave the luggage at the counter AND CHIONG THEME PARK LIAOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
In between we did lots of eating. Marrybrown :) AND KFC'S PORRIDGE AWESOME OK SO YA THEMEPARK TIME took quite a few pix but I'm lazy and this post has 30 over pix so yeah go fb if you really want to see us. HAHA
Tried Fruitare in kiwi flavour. NOT NICE ONE.
OK WE TOOK THIS KIDDY TRAIN RIDE AROUND THE THEME PARK LIKE 5 TIMES HEHEHE DAMN FUN WE WERE SINGING DAMN LOUDLY ALL THE WAY HARHAR
Then we headed back to the hotel, got our luggage, checked in, bathed, napped
AND WOKE UP TO CLUB AT SAFARIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIii
Disturbing picture of 2 high girls above. Wasn't drunk. So proud of myself :) I know how to take care of myself!! :) So I puked everything out (LONG ISLAND TEA SUCKS), washed up and we all slept till the very next day....................
WENT DOWN TO KL AFTER FREE BUFFET BREAKIEEEEEEE
Took the cablecar till mid-mountain and took a bus down. Then walk for 5 mins, KL MRT, TIMES SQUAREEEEEEEEEE
That above is us sua-kus on the cablecar ride. COOLING ONLY HAHAHAHA ML DAMN CUTE SHE WAS SCREAMING HAHA but we were all excited like little kids :)
Shopped quite a lot, GOOD BUYS HAHA KL SHOPPING IS GOODDDDDDD!!! Then back to Genting Highlands :) Went back to the hotel room, tried on all our clothes!!! Then headed down to Starbucks for free wifi :) Did that all 3 days. LOL SG SPIRIT
Since it was the last night, we all headed to the guys' deluxe room!!! Had to give them the deluxe coz us girls' rooms were linked!!! HEHE HAPPY OR WHAT? :D
Me iz spastic.
AND HE WAS THE ONE WHO ACCOMPANIED ME THROUGHOUT THE WHOLE TRIP SO CUTE RIGHT MEET FUNSHINE :) THANKS ML HEHEHEHEHE
Next day was checkout day!!! Hehehe we were all sooooooooooooooooo tired so we slept past the alarm. Went to Ripley's Believe it or not!!!!!!! Spectacular :)
Then it was time to go home :) This collage was made by Ml and pix courtesy of Ml again. SHE WAS THE FIRST WHO WOKE UP AND WENT TO SNAP ALL OUR SLEEPING UNGLAMS HAHAHAHAHA
Ending the Genting part with our cute little sleepyhead faces :) HAHA PUI
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Met up with the pbts and Shaun and Judy after I came back!!! Swirl Art for froyo HEHE
Then this was..............a few days ago? I think on the 13th? Was mooncake festival so Meh, Judy, Xav and I went to buy candles and lanterns HAHAHAH X burnt his in 5 seconds after trying to light the candle in the lantern HAHA
NOT TO FORGET MEH BURNT HER PLASTIC LANTERN STICK THAT COSTS 50CENTS SO JUDY WENT TO GET HER A GIANT TWIG HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
Neverland and MBK after. Don;t want to elaborate. Bad night :(
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Met up with Noeleen and Cuixia for Astons @ The Cathay :)
Gymmed with Meh, Leo and Andre before I headed home and out to meet them!
Slacked at Starbucks after dinner and chatted a little. Photobooth because girls like to have fun! Love them. Hehehehe
YOU KNOW YOU LOVE US HEHEHEHEHEHEHEH :)
Met Meh and Andre again for Swirl Art then home we went. Was talking to Andre about how life sucks. Yes it does. Sucks all the energy outta us. Oh well.
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Today! Seoul Garden with the Interaction Camp OC team :) Not everyone was present but yep, wasn't that bad :) Had the buffet. All the fats I lost are now comin' home to momma. DAMN
Went off together with Cuicui after stuffing ourselves full. Noms :) Walked around town. Went to H&M and Cx bought CHIO BLUE SHOES!!! I bought Hello Kitty hairties HEHE <3
Had a good day talking to C :) Enjoyed your company!
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Today. Supposed to be. Will never be. Life is full of uncertainties. I can only wish.
Friday, September 9, 2011
Back to reality
"People have scars. In all sorts of unexpected places. Like secret road maps of their personal histories. Diagrams of their old wounds. Most of our wounds heal, leaving nothing but a scar. But some of them don't. Some wounds we carry with us everywhere and though the cut's long gone, the pain still lingers. You changed me. I have changed because I have realized that I'm the only person I can depend on."
Will blog about Genting soon!! Had a great time with the girls :) Now its time to settle school stuff.
- Tetanus jab
- Log list for interaction camp 4d 3n FOODDDDDDDD
Its good I'm busy. :)
Will blog about Genting soon!! Had a great time with the girls :) Now its time to settle school stuff.
- Tetanus jab
- Log list for interaction camp 4d 3n FOODDDDDDDD
Its good I'm busy. :)
Monday, September 5, 2011
A first
Ladies' 9t @Butter fac last Weds :)
First time clubbing, managed to get in using my own i/c. Hehehehe feel proud of myself. Didn't manage to enjoy myself though, wasn't high enough because the drink queue was neverending!!!!! Happy I saw the girls though!
The above was when I only drank 2 glasses...........and I was that red. Sadly I wasn't high :( Left soon with Lt as she had to go home already. Ml and Sw were there too, but idk why the pix aren't up on fb!!!!!
Yesterdaaaaaaay. Friday 9t. Random plan to head to MBK with Z's friends!!! HAHAHAHA Marcus was so drunk. Too funny really. Met a Jon lookalike, pix belowwwwwwwwwww :)
LOOK LIKE RIGHT GOT 90%!!! IRL EVEN MORE ALIKE
Love these 2. Had gr8 fun that night. Went in with my ezlink. HAHAHAHAHA. Want to go there again but...........the thai girls really make you feel SO INFERIOR you just want to die. I'd honestly turn lesbian for those girls. And the whole while us 3 were looking at girls instead of all the males in the whole disco. HAHAHAHAHA the male performers were shitty. TOO SHITTY.
Headed to have some food beside Orchard plaza. CHICKEN RICE IS AWESUM HEHE. Didn't take pix with the others coz they were all very occupied. HAHA ONE WAS OCCUPIED BEING DRUNK DAMN FUNNY HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
And Ml and I headed to Z's house for a sleepover then :)
Woke up in the evening, headed out around 8? Had dins @ Broaster Chicken at NEX for the first time. HEHE GOOD FOODDDDDDDD and headed to Hbf to meet Judy, Lt and Sw. Swirl Art for green apple froyo with pebbles, strawberries and kiwi :)
Glee in 3D with Judy and the netballers when we come back!!!!
Genting tomorrow, haven't got to packing yet but oh welllllllllll I still have time. Meh's coming around noon tmr because 'we need to talk'. LOL HEHE oh yeah speaking of which..................no link but I really need to lose some weight. Although I've already lost some I need to lose more. 43kg here I come!!!
First time clubbing, managed to get in using my own i/c. Hehehehe feel proud of myself. Didn't manage to enjoy myself though, wasn't high enough because the drink queue was neverending!!!!! Happy I saw the girls though!
The above was when I only drank 2 glasses...........and I was that red. Sadly I wasn't high :( Left soon with Lt as she had to go home already. Ml and Sw were there too, but idk why the pix aren't up on fb!!!!!
Yesterdaaaaaaay. Friday 9t. Random plan to head to MBK with Z's friends!!! HAHAHAHA Marcus was so drunk. Too funny really. Met a Jon lookalike, pix belowwwwwwwwwww :)
LOOK LIKE RIGHT GOT 90%!!! IRL EVEN MORE ALIKE
Love these 2. Had gr8 fun that night. Went in with my ezlink. HAHAHAHAHA. Want to go there again but...........the thai girls really make you feel SO INFERIOR you just want to die. I'd honestly turn lesbian for those girls. And the whole while us 3 were looking at girls instead of all the males in the whole disco. HAHAHAHAHA the male performers were shitty. TOO SHITTY.
Headed to have some food beside Orchard plaza. CHICKEN RICE IS AWESUM HEHE. Didn't take pix with the others coz they were all very occupied. HAHA ONE WAS OCCUPIED BEING DRUNK DAMN FUNNY HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
And Ml and I headed to Z's house for a sleepover then :)
Woke up in the evening, headed out around 8? Had dins @ Broaster Chicken at NEX for the first time. HEHE GOOD FOODDDDDDDD and headed to Hbf to meet Judy, Lt and Sw. Swirl Art for green apple froyo with pebbles, strawberries and kiwi :)
Glee in 3D with Judy and the netballers when we come back!!!!
Genting tomorrow, haven't got to packing yet but oh welllllllllll I still have time. Meh's coming around noon tmr because 'we need to talk'. LOL HEHE oh yeah speaking of which..................no link but I really need to lose some weight. Although I've already lost some I need to lose more. 43kg here I come!!!
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