humans are superficial

sch, rush, wrk, tired, braindead.
gna wrk myself out during pe.

happy thang, pay out
and i saw barneywong jst nw : )

unhappy thang/s
i dno but i think im bck to wht i used to feel last time
i scuk scuk and scuk
nothing can cheer me up laaa
why are humans like tht
thy judge books by its cover
well im not like tht
i do not hate a person for being ugly
WELL I KNOW I AM UGLY
and thrs proof to it so everyone accept it
( ok i knw aftr this thrs sure sure gna be some pple who come and say
you are not ugly whtsoever blah i dont care nemore )
and thrs this saying,
th wrld has no ugly pple, only lazy ones
CAN IT BE SUPPORTED BY A VRY GOOD REASON?
is ru hua pretty?
SHE PUTS MAKE UP WAD. conclusion still ugly leh.

im drifting away frm all of you pple out thr
i can vry confidently say th names out
tiffy, angie, atiqah
chu, glenda
and sl.
i rlly miss you all la
i miss th past us
come bck lehhhhhhh
tiff, we always crap tgt in th past, nw we dont even tok tht much alr

angie, altho we have disagreements smtimes i still love you loh!
rlly miss th times we sing and irritate viviantan lol.

atiqah, altho im th furthest away frm u in jamtab,
i still rmb whn we tok abt evening gowns and all
how CLASS th thing shld be.. hahah

chu, th way we sang in th toilet last time
thn doing all those stupid actions
how we camwhored till we reached 100++ pictures and dltd most of them
th way we chatted.. its all like, gone

glenda, th times i stayed ovr at ur place
thn we keep talking til ur parents came out to nag at us lol
and hw we chatted and knew each othr more..

sl, hw u hlpd me whn i had problems
cheered me up whn i was sad,
whn i didnt knw wht to do for almost anything under th sun
you were thr to help and tell me..
whn u bluffed me u wanted to stay in m'sia and nvr come bck
how i TOT it was true and cried
hw u di siao-ed me til i was pekchek
altho it was irritating i still miss it somehw

nw everythings all different..
tiff, we nvr even say more thn 100sentences nemore,

angie, we hardly talk AT ALL?!

atiqah, th most we tok abt is abt sch.

chu, come to think of it. i spoke less thn a 100wrds to you today..
kinda dissappointing huh..

glenda? aw, we like totally dont knw each othr nemore

sl, TH WORST. we nvr even tok. nonono, we dont even see each othr alr
even if we do. and u tok, its different..

whr did th friendship fly to.
and outta these pple i guess only 2-3 of them read my blog now?
joey, keep holding on.

and as for netball
TO ALL.
YES I SUCK AT IT.
LAUGH AT ME, LAUGH. some of u all LOVE doing tht rite?!
heres ur chance
I CAN PROUDLY TELL YOU IM A BENCH CAPTAIN
nono. to be exact, A BENCH OWNER
im NOT IN THE MAIN 12.
NOT. so wht?!
at least i tried! and altho i regret gng t dance
and not joining netball as first cca
I HAVE NO QUALIFICATIONS TO WIN MY POSITION BCK
i still go dwn and get humiliated by some pple wad.
and i love th netballers, cos even thy knw i scuk at netball
thy jst keep on asking me to go on, JIAYOU.
i love thm and yah. its forever true.
altho coach hates me. I WILL STILL GO FOR TRNGS.
i wont pon any single one alr. unless thrs rlly a gd reason.
for th hols? i tot thr was no point in gng.
id rather go earn $ thn be benched without earning $ rite?
so yah, tht explains why i didnt go dwn. im sry.


i hate it, i hate the life im having now
i wna be th happy me
even if i appear happy, maybe its jst a facade..
i dont know anymore
i want the past back
i want my friends ..

) ':
im an element..
cant be broken down nemore..

AND TO SGEX AND YOUR SEC4/* BOYFRIEND.
HELLO IF YOU ARE READING THIS.
I SAW YOU AT VIVO AND I KNOW YOU SAW ME TOO.
NO POINT TELLING UR GUY HOW I TREATED U OR SMTH LA.
U ARE A COPYCAT YOU KNOW IT K.
UR GUY NOT SUPERMAN
HE CANT DO ANYTHING.
THE MOST COME SCOLD US LA! LAST YR WHO BULLY YOU?!
TELL HIM LOH.
AND I HEARD WAD HE SAID LA.
WAD JOEY SO UGLY GOT ORH KI WADEVR
IM PROUD OF MINE COS NOT ALL PPLE HAVE ONE.
SO? JEALOUS I HAVE YOU DONT HAVE RITE.
IF YOU THINK IM UGLY TOO BAD. COS MY FACE IS UGLY.
BUT I LIKE IT.
PLS LA EH, DONT BE SUCHA TOOT NEMORE K.
WHTS WITH YOU AND YOUR SILLY ACTIONS?
I HATE YOU.

sry readers.