headspin

my head like kena hit by hammer every second or so
irritating the shit outta me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
HEADACHE AHHHHHHH
no one cares :<
feel like im gna be sick.............................. weak.

ITS OK ITS GG TO BE THE END OF THE WEEK YAY
CHIONG HWK ON SAT AND WORK ON SUN!

junkfood

i 1 2 eat kinderbueno white!!!!!!!!!!!

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For some reason, I’m letting you play with my heart. And I’m hoping one day, one day you will stop and actually love me. - ut0pia-.tumblr via tumblr

thane's advanced bday bbq!

:> tks bday boyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy
potato turns 17 this sunday!!!

friends fo 4yrs(and counting) alr
hope you slim dwn hehe
LOL luv you bro in law!
you hv the ability to make meh smile so plz plz do k :>
love to see you 2 tgt.. makes me happy hehe

sad life

at times like this....... i wish zaff was here.

6th 21st

hi K happy 6th. you childish dumbo
DONT TOUCH MY HEFFY WITH YOUR 'RUFFLES HANDS'
hope tmr will be a gd day fo us
eat eat eat so fat alr
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Nadine Patterson Hashbrown says:
I love you
and miss you
Just wanted to let you know
hahah
: )
Jl : > says:
awwwwwwwwwwwww <3!!!!!

see nadoo so nice to me
YOU LEH

the lies you can fabricate to get you outta your shit.......
NEVER-ENDING

frm tan-liting@blgspt:
u think tat u're nv in the wrong.
rmb.
dun wait till u lose it.
i dun think i deserve all this.
:/
maybe i do

yea.... maybe i do.

stupid

pardon me for being so vulgar
but today is literally knnbccb fucked up day ok.
first it rains, then ppl step/trip over my file
WHEN I PLACED IT PROPERLY ITS JST THT THY DIDNT WATCH THEIR STEPS
and knn it becomes my fault coz thy trip on it but not coz thy didnt see it
NB LA

FUCKING HELL LIVID OK

BOYFRAN NOT MAKING THINGS ANY BETTER
NBNBNBNBNB FUCK MY LIFE
FIRST DAY ONLY GOT HW
L.I.V.I.D

sometimes... just sometimes
i need you to be here, hug me and tell me everything's okay
but where are you?

love starts with a kiss, grows with a smile, and ends with a teardrop

:>
whats the point of me investing my time, money and WORST OF ALL FEELINGS
when you dont reciprocate?

nv rlly loved someone and i didnt expect it to be this hard
hate being like this its like i dont even knw myself anymore
no one cares

you dont want to text me as much as i want to text you
you dont want to see me as much as i want to see you
you dont want to talk to me as much as i want to talk to you
you dont want to go out with me as much as i want to go out with you
you dont make me a priority when you are my priority

everyone's happy ard me
jst not me
family problems and then you
you were supposed to be ard when i needed someone
you were never thr
you said i cld go to someone else
you knw it wld be different

whats the point of us being tgt then?
all i get is hurt, sadness and regret
i dont trust anyone anymore..............................................

thunder's so loud im afraid
where are you?

tit for tat

been wondering why life's so.... eventful for me these few days/weeks/months
maybe i hvnt been doing my part well enough
as a friend/girlfriend/daughter

thts why im like hvg a bad time?
i believe in karma to a certain extent
and i think its cmg bk @ me!
haiya so many thgs to worry abt and sch's starting
LESS TIME TO WORRY ALR
NEEDA BURY MY HEAD INTO MY SCH WRK SO I ACE IT!!!!
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TheLoveStories Love the people who treat you right, forget about the ones who don't, and believe that everything happens for a reason.
K, sometimes i wish you feel me and feel how you treat me
and put yourself in my shoes
youre nicer alr
but still...... why am i not contented????
im sry if my expectations are too high
coz i give my all and i dont feel you are haha
you say youll change but im afraid its jst for awhile
and you revert back to your old shitty self LOL
not saying im the best gf on earth but..... at least i dont do things that hurt you.. right?

TOO TIRED
STOMACH ACHE JST LAO SAI-ED
FEEL LIKE PUKING COZ IM HUNGRY
LAZY TO COOK
NO MONEY TO CALL DELIVERY
omgwtfbbq this sux

PEEVED/MIFFED/SEETHING/PISSED/ANGRY

and all the ppl in my hse dont seem related to me.
today i came home lugging $272 worth of DID materials.
i was exhausted honestly, my hands are full of blisters naowww.
the stuff was so heavy i had to take a cab home.

yes, forked out my own money for the book and the cab fare.
now im as broke as... a broke person.
then i reached home.
though i had my own keys, i was rlly too tired to take it outta my alr-very-heavy-bag
which contained some other materials i managed to stuff in my bag to take the load off my hands a bit, and my 2kg plus lappy.
oh so light :> (MY GOD HELL NOT)

then i was tired so i jst knocked on the gate.
maid was in the room w the doors open TLKG ON THE PHONE.
and i didnt knw she had a family problem (more on tht ltr)
so i expected her to open the door since her hands were free and she was only chatting so only her mouth was busy.
she came out with a super black face, opened the gate, pushed it out with visible force, walked RIGHT BK INTO HER RM.

bloody hell. why wld i need you here whn all you do is jst push the door with force towards me and storm off despite seeing my load??????????
alr pissed but in a rush, i dumped my load and walked outta the hse to meet the pbtz.

when i came bk jst nw, i told my mom what happened in the evening.
told her in chinese coz i complain in chinese.
mom told maid NICELY AND TACTFULLY.
she began to say it was my fault.
and said i shld hv told her it was heavy.
SHE CLDNT TELL BY THE SIZE OF IT MEH?
DAMN BIG OK LIKE MAHJONG PAPER SIZE ALR.

lazy say lazy la come on.
i shouted at her.
crapshit twisted logic.
thn she went crying to my mom and yada yada.
chinese saying goes '先哭先赢' so she won
mom was on her side. LOL JOKE.
drama a bit.
she came into my rm crying and apologising.
and KNEELED DWN. LAME.
pls la it doesnt mean apologising will solve everythg ok.
we're both at fault.
coz i shouted at you.
and coz you were rude to me.

okay i know my maid's nice and she alr worked here for 10yrs.
but PLS. IF YOU ARE RUDE TO ME I DONT SEE WHY I CANT BE RUDE TO YOU DESPITE YOU BEING MY ELDER.

sometimes i come bk aftr my heavy-backpack-sec-sch-dayz and want her to open the door,
she'd either do it with a black face, ask my brother to open the door instead or simply ignore me.
and oh. nw shes hvg a family crisis.
smthg's hpnd to her husband and i rlly wish he'd get well soon.
but even with this and her tlkg on the phone, it doesnt mean she can hv her way jst coz she has a problem right?
like, at least tell me nicely tht you arent in the mood?
obviously i'll understand and open it myself since im jst tired and not bothered by family problems.

you always give tht black face.
eh you at home how tired still can rest on your bed.
i outside not even a soft bench to sit on.
WILL IT KILL TO OPEN THE DOOR??
gd mood only initiate tlk to me
bad mood only help abit like ask you go die like tht
she still said
'you got boyfriend help you carry thing then you gd mood'
OF COZ LAH YOU NO BRAIN MEH
SO HEAVY ITS A RELIEF THRS SOMEONE THR TO SHARE THE LOAD RIGHT
damn childish.
IF YOU HELPED ME JST NW ID BE IN A GD MOOD TOO LAH!!!!!

as im typing this my blisters hurt and my shoulders hurt too.
parents are always on her side.
im always wrong and shes always right.
ADULTS MAY BE WRONG TOO.
AND YOU ARENT RIGHT NOW.
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body aching and flag day tmr.
looking forward to flag day but waking up early is...... sian.

DAMN.

lappy trouble plz enlighten me

omg idk how to use my lappy but i am so damn lazy to read the manual up.
words like eeney meeney miney!

am in sch naowz and i still hvnt figured out hw to use my webcam to tk piz
anyone using lenovo T410 who knws whrs the webcam?
i want to play with it!!!!!!!! >: (

huh?

why do ppl who get 4-6 for english get to get in humanities/biz courses
but those who get 1-3 dont?

okay the problems lies in math but..
biz statistics are jst pie charts and simple calculation and not algebraic expressions right????
i think english is much more impt than math

we converse in english and not math right???!?!?!?!!

'38916, 406819. 8634984!!!' you understand me meh?

pbtz on msn!!!

Teephanie likes this bunny says:
...
'eh dont see my phone ah'
of course you'll wna go see lah -.-
lol

Jl : > says:
YA POINT
guys like fucking stupid and no brain
God needs to make some WITH brains
nonono.
with brains that FUNCTION

Teephanie likes this bunny says:
with brains + looks

M ▲ ● ▼ ■ says:
the list gets longer

hahahaha many other thgs we tlk abt but lets jst leave it @ tht!!! LOL
meeting th bbgz tmr so happy! :>

first day of poly life

experiencing it only naowz coz im no DPA student.
orientation was fun :>
SP DID!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
DVMD sounds like fun too hehe
met new ppl and saw some not-very-close outramians
got a poly-life-is-so-gg-to-be-fun-and-stressful feeling!!!

tiring but its not the end........
tmr will be btr
and i will..... wake up in the morning feelin' like p diddy WAKE UP ON TIME


BCOZ I CABBED TO SCH TODAY AND A XIAOQIANG GOT INTO THE FOLDS OF MY 3QTR JEANS.
stupid dirty roachy cab
i shall tk a roach-free bus/train/route to sch tmr.
I MUST

when in rome

movie with the K today.
was a sleep in sunday til i realised thr wldnt be time for anything else in the days to come...

movie was gr8 esp the part whr we raced dwn the escalators in the empty gwc :>
aftr today i realise i love you more?
maybe la idk hahah
hehe study hard k K.
'dont needa say coz you know' haha

please please God i hope everything (all aspects) will work out from today onwards be it studies/family/friends/relationship...
please?

when your heart takes over your head,
you become...................................................................

OFFICIALLY STUPID.

this is a happy post.

things hv been... (yuck) recently
negativity has nv taken over so much of me bfr
so.. this post shall be a happy one!

i can finally use my lappy.
stupid wireless pw is stupid but finally tks to my maid's bro whos an it expert
I AM AUTOMATICALLY CONNECTED TO THE LOVELY WIRELESS
yay!!!!!

and. i know you still dont read this dying space of mine
but i rmb the first time we held hands haha
'sry i got sweaty palm'
*lets go of my hand and wipes sweat off on pants*
'come, dry alr'
'nxt time no need wipe lah i also hv sweaty palms haha'
thts when you were walking me home frm bm..........

speechless on how you behave towards me...........................
pls stop asking

heffy

hehehehhe meet heffy!!!!
ok its name is lumpy but heffy sounds cuterlol
got it @10bux SO CUTE

dinner was a lot
superdog w k. and bendy but she didnt eat ppl w8 for synyu!
ate upsized meal
then met chu wy lt hehe
yoshi meal.

TELL ME I WILL NOT GAIN WEIGHT

hungry.
i need food.
i need money.
i need to work.
i need to recover.
6 and im supposed to report to work @8.
WHY IS MY HEADACHE NOT GONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
DAMN

fungry

which means fucking hungry.
I AM HUNGRY AFTER EATING AN UPSIZED TERIYAKI CHICKEN MEAL FROM MOS BURGER AND A CUP OF CORN SOUP.

wtf WHEN WILL I EVER STOP EATING SUCH ATROCIOUS AMTS OF FOOD?????
monstrosity.
I WANT TO CALL FOR MAC BRKFST LAHHHHHHHHH
but $3 delivery charge abit too ex coz im vry near qw macs
should i go buy or jst cook maggi?
ARGHHHHHHHHH

2nerd2beheard

got myself a new booook :>
a reward since its been years since i sat down to read alr.........
whatever hpnd to my fav past-time!

no its not some bimbo book
hope it'll be nice coz i cldnt read the frnt
currently til pg 21.... gotta find some time :>

i need to continue reading the clique!!!
meh, LBR KEDS SHLD BE THROWN AWAY! HAHAHAHAH
right teephy? *winks and laughs*