and all the ppl in my hse dont seem related to me.
today i came home lugging $272 worth of DID materials.
i was exhausted honestly, my hands are full of blisters naowww.
the stuff was so heavy i had to take a cab home.
yes, forked out my own money for the book and the cab fare.
now im as broke as... a broke person.
then i reached home.
though i had my own keys, i was rlly too tired to take it outta my alr-very-heavy-bag
which contained some other materials i managed to stuff in my bag to take the load off my hands a bit, and my 2kg plus lappy.
oh so light :> (MY GOD HELL NOT)
then i was tired so i jst knocked on the gate.
maid was in the room w the doors open TLKG ON THE PHONE.
and i didnt knw she had a family problem (more on tht ltr)
so i expected her to open the door since her hands were free and she was only chatting so only her mouth was busy.
she came out with a super black face, opened the gate, pushed it out with visible force, walked RIGHT BK INTO HER RM.
bloody hell. why wld i need you here whn all you do is jst push the door with force towards me and storm off despite seeing my load??????????
alr pissed but in a rush, i dumped my load and walked outta the hse to meet the pbtz.
when i came bk jst nw, i told my mom what happened in the evening.
told her in chinese coz i complain in chinese.
mom told maid NICELY AND TACTFULLY.
she began to say it was my fault.
and said i shld hv told her it was heavy.
SHE CLDNT TELL BY THE SIZE OF IT MEH?
DAMN BIG OK LIKE MAHJONG PAPER SIZE ALR.
lazy say lazy la come on.
i shouted at her.
crapshit twisted logic.
thn she went crying to my mom and yada yada.
chinese saying goes '先哭先赢' so she won
mom was on her side. LOL JOKE.
drama a bit.
she came into my rm crying and apologising.
and KNEELED DWN. LAME.
pls la it doesnt mean apologising will solve everythg ok.
we're both at fault.
coz i shouted at you.
and coz you were rude to me.
okay i know my maid's nice and she alr worked here for 10yrs.
but PLS. IF YOU ARE RUDE TO ME I DONT SEE WHY I CANT BE RUDE TO YOU DESPITE YOU BEING MY ELDER.
sometimes i come bk aftr my heavy-backpack-sec-sch-dayz and want her to open the door,
she'd either do it with a black face, ask my brother to open the door instead or simply ignore me.
and oh. nw shes hvg a family crisis.
smthg's hpnd to her husband and i rlly wish he'd get well soon.
but even with this and her tlkg on the phone, it doesnt mean she can hv her way jst coz she has a problem right?
like, at least tell me nicely tht you arent in the mood?
obviously i'll understand and open it myself since im jst tired and not bothered by family problems.
you always give tht black face.
eh you at home how tired still can rest on your bed.
i outside not even a soft bench to sit on.
WILL IT KILL TO OPEN THE DOOR??
gd mood only initiate tlk to me
bad mood only help abit like ask you go die like tht
she still said
'you got boyfriend help you carry thing then you gd mood'
OF COZ LAH YOU NO BRAIN MEH
SO HEAVY ITS A RELIEF THRS SOMEONE THR TO SHARE THE LOAD RIGHT
damn childish.
IF YOU HELPED ME JST NW ID BE IN A GD MOOD TOO LAH!!!!!
as im typing this my blisters hurt and my shoulders hurt too.
parents are always on her side.
im always wrong and shes always right.
ADULTS MAY BE WRONG TOO.
AND YOU ARENT RIGHT NOW.
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body aching and flag day tmr.
looking forward to flag day but waking up early is...... sian.
DAMN.
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