ALONE

YOU ARE NOT UNDERSTANDING AT ALL. WHAT THE FUCK IS A FAMILY? YOU WILL NEVER UNDERSTAND HOW I FEEL DEEP INSIDE. YOU NEVER WILL. I'M BEGINNING TO HATE YOU. SO MUCH I FEEL LIKE LEAVING THIS PLACE. SO MUCH THAT I WILL NEVER COME BACK ONCE I LEAVE. I HATE HOW ONE MINUTE YOU'RE THE BEST MOM AND THE NEXT, YOU'RE SO DIFFERENT I DON'T EVEN KNOW YOU. JUST BECAUSE HE CAN'T HEAR WELL I HAVE TO TAKE ALL HIS SHIT AND GIVE IN ALL THE FUCKING TIME? JUST BECAUSE I'M OLDER AND I HAVE PERFECT HEARING I DESERVE LESS CARE AND ATTENTION THAN HIM? JUST BECAUSE ITS CNY AND IT WAS HIM WHO DISTURBED ME BY HITTING ME AND SNATCHING MY PHONE I HAVE TO CALM DOWN AND NOT SHOUT OR BE ANGRY? DO I EVEN HAVE A RIGHT TO BE ANGRY ON CNY OR DO I HAVE TO ASK FOR YOUR KIND PERMISSION? WHAT THE FLYING FUCK IS THIS TREATMENT? I'M FUCKING GOING CRAZY WITH THE WORKLPAD AND ALL YOU EVER DO IS GIVE ME MORE SHIT. YA HE'S THE BEST. BECAUSE ALL HE KNOWS IS TO HIT, SNATCH, SCREAM AND SHOUT. STUDIES? CRAP. HE NEVER EXCELS IN ANYTHING BECAUSE HE'S A FUCKING SPOILT KID. HE ACTS ALL ANGELIC IN FRONT OF EVERYONE. NO ONE FUCKING BELIEVES ME WHEN I SAY HE'S A DEVIL. NO ONE. FUCKING PRETENDER. YA. JUST BECAUSE YOU HAVE A SLIGHT HEARING PROBLEM EVERYTHING GOES YOUR WAY. YOU WILL NEVER LEARN. BECAUSE EVERYONE THINKS YOUR HEARING PROBLEM IS AN EXCUSE FOR YOU TO BEHAVE IN A STUPID WAY. FUCK YOU ALL :)