interior design

a lot may be thinking......... interior design's a fun thing because you actually get to design your own space.
your house, a garden, whatever.
but i assure you its nothing as simple as a beautiful room.
measurements of every nook and cranny have to be taken into consideration.
every tiny detail in the room contributes to the overall look of the finished design space.

then i think again.
is this what i really want in life?
to be designing spaces?
for one i HATE numbers. and to measure every single thing to make my room chio is disastrous.
plus cf is already killing me.
i cant imagine the rest of my 2 years in poly i think i'll just commit suicide one fine day.
math, you really killed me this time.

i don't really think of math as an important subject because seriously,
you won't go around sg trying to do math with every step you take.
'oh, the car is travelling at 67km/h, so what would be its average speed if it travels a good 2km?'
ya right.
the closest you'd think of with regards to that 67km/h car is that its going so slowly you wonder why the other drivers don't honk.

i seriously rather be doing something language/business related.
all thanks to math i'm stuck with design.
i'm not saying design sucks because it really doesn't.
its so fun but its SO DAMN STRESSFUL YOU WANT TO KILL SOMETIMES.
but yeah i'm stuck with you, interior design.
i just hope the softwares i need to learn don't kill me before i kill myself.

woe is me.