what i want

i wanted the breakup
and yes i told you

but deep inside im hoping that you'll do smth to make me forgive you
and take you back
but you're not doing anything
and you probably never will.. :>
can say this here coz i know you wont read it haha

which is.......
good id say
coz idk how to tell this to the ppl that care
so they cant scold me right in my face lol

its so hard to let go but i know this is the only way i can be happy again
to let go of who i once thought id be happy with

im sorry heart.
i gave you to the wrong person
and now im taking you back
i know you dont want to leave
but you know you have to in order to be happy
you dont want to be broken again do you?
hahah come on heart you know you can do this :>

and then all over again, i start wishing you'll come back to me...........
when will this ever stop
its tormenting