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7803.) I’m depressed. The sad thing? It’s about twilight. I’m depressed knowing I’ll never have what Bella has. I’m depressed because I know no man will love me as much as Edward loves Bella, that I won’t have a best friend like Jacob. I’m depressed that I’ve read all the books knowing that the story will never go on, depressed that Breaking Dawn is the last movie. I’m depressed about being depressed because of a Book.

i dont want it to end @ breaking dawn :<
shall re-read the whole sequel!!!!
when i actually hv the time to.

deisgn life ttly robbing away my fav reading time! >:(

lai lai lai~

HI ALL ME TIFFY JOEY THANE WILL BE AT THE HYPE FLEA AT SCAPE ON 31ST JULY!!!!
DO COME DOWN AND SAY HI!!!!
WE ARE FRIENDLY TEEHEE

Reblogged from meh's. We'll be selling our clothesss! COME! Or at least come say hi!

reblogged frm meh then tiffy!!!!
<3 we vry nice one fo those who think im rude/arrogant/fierce you come dwn i prove you wrg!

shaken

fds and vas. im getting nowhere.
lucky us its bye to onow.

on a lighter note, i had brkfst today and it made me happy :>
tk you, hehe.

kx!

i jst read someone's blog post and now im smiling :>
not gna tell you whos so....
HEHE BAI

blood is thicker than water

dadu and momu <3
though you 2 may be naggy and *&%@$*&!)#& SOMETIMES,
your za bor kia here wants you 2 to knw tht i rlly sincerely love you 2 like how cats love to eat mice.
not because you supply me w money to spend,
not because you give me air to breathe
but because you both gave me a life :> (literally and physically)

you both gave me freedom since i was young
as long as i told you whr i went and what time id be back,
youd let me go.
youd be worried but still, you both trusted me to know how to differentiate right from wrong.
stayovers, late nights out, chalets.....
and jst a phone call of mine wld make you both go out of the way jst to fetch me home.
you'd also try your best to give me what i want.
like my room, thrs nth more i want in here coz ive got a tv, dvd player, studytable, lappy, a/c, fan.
this may be nth to some of you ppl, but its definitely enough fo me.
its all a girl can want in her room can?!

daddy and mummy, tk you fo all youve done fo me.
you may not be the richest, most gentle, nor the most softspoken parents,
but your understanding and care nurtured me into what i am now.

i may not be the best daughter. i may be rude. i may not be the best student out thr. i may not reach your expectations.
but one day, when you read this, i want you to know that im truly grateful fo all you both hv done fo me. for us. fo our family.

hvg said that, frm today onwards, i'll strive to be who i want to be.
not a nobody.
i wna be somebody :>
somebody that will make an impact in the lives of everyone ard me.
someone tht will be remembered, loved, cherished and treasured :>

so dadu and momu, plz be happy tgt forever!

love,

cock eyed first-zilian-pic-on-dslr daughter joey lim.

graphic comm class

gr8 food, gr8 company.

today:
h8 everythg from the cold to my mood.
why does everythg hv to be so hard when it all jst boils dwn to simplicity in the end?
dont understand why everythg in the world is so complex.
and i guess i nvr will.
till then, welcome negativity.

love all, trust few

sometimes i just dont know who to trust anymore.
i think a lot.
thanks to you.
you made me doubt everyone.

because of all your lies.
you changed me.
but its gg to make me stronger and i know i'd emerge as the strong girl i'll be eventually.
but do you know that it sucks that i have to learn the hard way?

I NEED TO STOP DOUBTING LAH OK

its my life

in parents' rm blogging when im supposed to be in mine doing my fds model LOL
currently my life is pretty much screwed coz i hv alot of assignments on hand w almst no free time fo leisure!!!!!!

getting up early in the morning everyday has become a necessity.
tell me my life sux pl0x

jst to get on track
- vas wire sculpture by 5th
- fds 7 world thingy by ard 2wks ltr
- betty edwards owe like siao alr
- bdc sketchbook filled with randomness
- gc typo assignment soon
- gc tracing of fonts
WALAO EH I WANT DIE

quarter after one

abv shot tkn by dinah's D90!
i love dslrs heheheheheeh esp when you explore and use the multiple functions.

oh i hvnt mentioned i got mine alr! YAY :>
hvnt named my baby but... soon la soon.
and im currently pissed but simmering dwn omfg i h8 it when ppl fckg pack your stuff and misplace everythg and you cant find what you need in secs.

WHR IS MY WATCH? NO WHR ARE MY WATCHES?????
MY LEVIS ONE AND CASIO ONE WHR
and WHR THE HELL DID MY POST IT NOTES GO TO
ARGH

nvm i shall do my powerpoint.
but wth man CHEESEPIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

daughtry

feels like tonight
no surprise
over you
home
what about now
its not over

omg tell me im not falling fo you chris daughtry!!!!!!!!!

stop it

need to stop thinking abt any other damn thing and motivate myself to do my wrk!!!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA
but im happy today :>
and i was happy ytd HAHAHAHAHA

kinda on track but my inner procrastinator is tkg ovr once agn
vas wire sculpture 1/10 done, storyboard due tmr
fds 3 mockups with artcard due fri
but im sleepy so i shall go slp

aiya so rush my wkends so packed i can go die alr plz
fri dindin w bbgz <3
sat 530am oss 8needa reach sbw mrt fo cip!
WOAHHHHHH sunday to zeena's w the netballerz!

no time fo schwrk GG
ok i zhao liao

night owl

im nocturnal alr. DIE OR NOT YOU TELL MIIEX
abv tkn w dinah's D5000!
and that is yong mai siaoz. LOL

didnt manage to snap a pic with all the bbz but nvm.
STILL GOT CHANCE ONE OK
awake naoz to do fds but i hvnt started since 2am when i woke up.
DIE :>

maybe its you

I want to want to be in a happy relationship... I want to find someone who will take that chance with me, I want to have someone special who will make me smile everytime I think of him. I want someone who is a good person and is not out to play some elaborate game. I want to find another me.

I am just looking out for myself and protecting my heart.
- holly--jean.blogspot

exasperation

this is me.
never serious in anything i do.
i srsly wonder why i deserve nice friends/people ard me.
note i didnt say family because i dont know what the hell went wrong.

you know sometimes i jst get SO PISSED OFF with myself.
because i dont know what i really want in life.
YET.
and i think its alr a little too late for this.

and sometimes i actually blame myself for not doing well enough in maths to get into other courses.
COZ ALTHOUGH I LIKE DESIGN, THE 'LIKE' isnt rlly enough to make me do well for it.
i cant fucking DRAW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
its like ive been getting Bs, Cs and Ds for every module.
NO A AT ALL CAN YOU PLZ KILL ME?
its rlly not that i dont try.
its like so fucken hard because the guys draw like ITS SRSLY PRINTED OUT?!

and the girls in my class are like, ON PAR?!
im like the worst cf student and i tell you ive never fucking felt so FAIL in my life before.
MAJOR FML OK.
everything i do, even if im super careful, i just screw up in the end.

while doing wire sculpting i actually thought i was doing fine.
until I FINISHED what i needed to do and saw scratches on my hands and thigh.
dont ask me why thigh but i needed the tree trunk fo some dimensions.
TELL ME FAIL OR NOT CAN DO UNTIL LIKE THAT?!
i was DAMN careful!!!!!!!!!!!! >:(

this is SO pissing me off.
okay faris said that we're still babies.
but this DOESNT give me the fucken excuse to FAIL all the time, right?!
i want to get my feet on the ground and start being serious.
like DAMN serious.
and i suddenly rmb what dh said to me ytd.
and i rlly think i am.
afraid.

afraid of being serious.
what a wimp

brought upon myself

ya thought youd be understanding enough to shut your gap and not ask since i alr told you not to.
thought youd be experienced enough to feel what ive been thru.
it ended on the 20th/21st.

and i thought id give myself some time to get over it and be okay enough to tell you the truth and type that msg w/o crying.
and i did. i was strong enough to do that.
thr you were. assuming, asking and probing.
poking your nose into smth so sensitive, up till now i dont want to go into detail.

sch's so hectic, spamming us w all the projects and assignments like we've nv done any bfr.
slpg hrs hv to be weird and unearthly almost everyday.
i reach home and sometimes i get so tired i dont even shower bfr i fall aslp on the floor.
i get up ard mindnight to 2plus, stay up all the way til morning.
for what?
FOR MY SCH WORK AND NOT BECAUSE IM WHINING, HARPING ON AND ON AND PINING FOR WHATS LOST TO COME BACK.

i wasnt crying or anything.
and the reason i dont feel like tlkg to you is because i knw youd ask.
AND I DONT WANT THAT JUST YET.
plus i dont like to tlk when im tired.
everyones irritable when they're tired.
all im asking fo is jst a little bit of patience, understanding and if possible, a little sympathy.

AND WHAT I GOT EARLY THIS MORNING WAS:
YOU RANTING AT THE TOP OF YOUR VOICE ABT HOW IM TOO YOUNG TO HANDLE RELATIONSHIPS, HOW IM SO SAD (YOUR ASSUMPTION BTW) TIL IM CRYING AND HIDING AWAY FROM THE WORLD, HOW I SHOULD HEAD TO HIS HOUSE AND CRY DWNSTRS TIL I SEE HIM.

I FUCKING TELL YOU.
I WONT LET MYSELF GET SO AFFECTED AND I CAN FUCKING SWEAR TO THAT.
WHAT IS HE TO ME NOW THAT I HAVE TO DO STUPID ACTS TO GAIN PITY?

DONT ASSUME.
I THOUGHT YOU WERE GG TO BE CARING ENOUGH TO UNDERSTAND AND NOT ASK.
MAYBE EVEN TRY TO CHEER ME UP BY A BIT.
but i was given none of that but a lecture.
ENOUGH.

lectures are aplenty when i head to sch i fucking dont need any at home.

SPAIN FTW

spain won!!! :>
like happy onlyyyyyyyy HAHAHA
thought germany wld win... jst smth told me thy wld.
but YAY 1 nil made me a happygal93@OMGSPAINWON.com

was totally tlkg to the tv ytd la
watching soccer alone no kick one :/

i think ramos is cute too ^^V
but less cute than torres
DEFINITELY

hophop

hehe currently in sch collecting pictures fo collages.
room is super cold despite the big fat sun
I WANT TO SCREAM I NEED SLEEP
im gna go home and sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep
i am gg crazy HAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAH
BYE BUNNIEZ C U L8R

just to get back on track

1) HTI journal!! due tmr fml
2) VAS wire sculpture (tiny parts done)
2a) Research on mythical creatures fo VAS
2b) Improve on my ideaaaaa, brainstorm plz
3a) FDS 7 collages up by tmr latest
3b) FDS paper mockups by nxt lsn
3c) Research, 3case studies fo FDS by nxt lsn
3d) Link all 7 wonders tgt!

to make it sound nicer i only hv 3 things to do.
NOT COUNTING THE PARTS
ok off to clear the snow off mt everest

bliss

i love birthdays!
not specifically my own but i rlly love birthdays coz you get to surprise someone and make him/her feel special in their own unique way :>
and when you see their delighted faces its rlly as if you're celebrating your own!!!!!
makes me sooooooo excited fo tmr :>
HEHEHE

i totally loved the elmo cake loo baked for me! so yum hehe
and the other elmo one my dear friends bought and made me paiseh in fish n co OMG
HAHA and my blueberry chzcake lst yr! <3
thoughts like these do cheer me up tremendously!
OMG HAPPYGALZ

do you know that......

if someone is pushing you away,
that's when the person needs you the most?

many relationships(all kinds) end/suffer because.
people think that you dont want to be bothered so they go.
truth is, you actually want to see if theyd stay without asking them to.
right?

right.

still quite bothered by the fact you didnt care.
because thats when i finally realized how much weightage i had in your heart.
so much for the lies and the 34%.
辛苦你了，you needed to lie so much just to make me feel loved.
i didnt believe it. but i assumed it that way.
look how it turned out to be.
shouldnt have started that relationship anyway.
you wasted your time.
well thanks for wasting mine too.
couldve saved on the heartache for someone else worthy.
boo ya.

world cup feverrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

edited**

baby's playing at 2:30am ltr on!!!!!!!!! <3
baby rock on i love you!!

quite sad messi lost actually :<
argentinaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa 0
germany 4

EMO LA
HAHAHAHAHA ACTUALLY I SUPPORT ARG BUT I PURPOSELY WNA SAY GER LOL
HOPE SPAIN WINS LTR!
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SPAIN WON!!!!!!!!!!
but both teams were kinda on par til the 2nd half
fell aslp :/
but i woke up and '1-0 spain got it!!' was everywhr LOL
yeah woke up 15mins aftr the match ended :/
anyhoo my torres wasnt doing that well so i shall end here.
BYE HEHE

flames to dust

i actually feel relieved now that i've let go
but somehow deep inside me im feeling that tinge of bitterness
indescribable but prominent
i need the strength to go on now
need to live happily coz i dont want to be emogal93 almost everyday
so irritating and attention seeking >:(

if he's fine why should i be suffering right!
HAHAHAHA ALL HAIL ECSTATICGAL93!!!!!!!!!!!!

talking to a wall

so bored i feel like (LOOK @ TITLE HAHAHA)

ok i drew the 3 little chicks above. (yala with paint im too noob to use ps)
too bored.
besides.........

chubby the bunny needs new friends!
the chicks were supposed to be my background but i figured out chubby the bunny to be a nicer name instead of 3 little chicks.
sounds like some weird porno kinda thing so CHUBBY THE BUNNY STILL STANDS OK.
omfg this is too crappy a post.

but OMG BENG JUST SAVED ME FRM TALKING TO A WALL
ok no ask me go do vas walao idw.
I SHALL CONTINUE SPOUTING NONSENSE HIIIII
HEHEHEHEHEHEHEHE

but ok this is not nonsense.
im meeting my pbtz ltr in the evening fo........
*drumrolls*
ECLIPSE.
ya la ya la overrated la.
CANNOT MEH BETTER THAN YOU NO ONE RATE.
HAHA you sadlife101@noonerate.com
bye coz..
happygalcozmeetingpbtz@happyttm.com is gg off to draw more lame stuff in paint.

x

monochrome

hi the title basically describes my sad life now :>
ya la sad ppl sad life my karma bite me alr.
its only the first week and workload = a pile of 10 mt everests.
SORRY LAH SO FIERCE FO WHAT EXAGGERATE ABIT WILL DIE?

but anw except for prawn/fish/snail watching today at moberly,
my life is a piece of shit.
today i spent 1min35secs of my life in frt of my class laughing like a cheebye.
OK I KNOW CHEEBYES DONT LAUGH BUT I WAS ACTING LIKE AN ASSHOLE.
idk what got into me i jst couldnt concentrate and didnt knw what to say!
think im too tired :< body clock's like so screwed!!!!
screw hols :<
screw pimples :<
aiya sml.

the only light i have in life right now is........

and he's in monochrome too. how sad. but hes my wallpaper hehe.
other than that.
my life is a duck.
ok idk what im saying.

true

'You can never connect the dots looking forward. You can only connect them looking backwards.'
- Steve Jobs

maybe. probably. possibly.
look back at what we've learnt in the past.
because we'll never know when we need what we learnt then.

exactly.