Sunday, February 28, 2010

iluma @midnight


bfr or aftr arcade playing ytd :>
super fun la went to chu's hse and played til 7am.
slept til 12 and began our shopping @3pm vivo.
came home @10pm LOL

bought perfume for both mummy and daddy hehe
burnt a bigbig hole in my pocket but hehe thy luv it
shall save some too hehe.
k i is go enjoy aunt's curry DA BEST ONLY!!!

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Love-jl/ RB @mermaidcharades.blogspot.com

Thursday, February 25, 2010
Sometimes, guys need to be hit in the head and told "Get your bloody act together before you lose your girlfriend, a-hole!"

Yes, they need it. Sometimes.
Pretty damn true.

Saturday, February 27, 2010

ml's birthday!



HEHE @hk cafe in bugis :>

8 quite alot tht day. and tht was the day my hair was snipped off.

k nuff said baibai.

Friday, February 26, 2010

hehe ajisen

talking to the pig and hes craving for ajisen!!!
CHA SHUUUUUUUUUUU WOOHOO
baibai

Tuesday, February 23, 2010

Bosom Besties


LOL @title HAHA
k lah meeting the breasties tmr like ecstatic.gerl93@haha.com only!!!
catchy uppy hehe hvnt been seeing thm both since 4eva
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I SNIPPED 2 INCHES OFF MY HAIR.
ITS ALL STRAIGHT NAOWWWWWWWWWW
like a line lol
i think its fine but i wna perm it leh :/
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today i bought a raglan tee frm topman for myself.
LOL
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i miss adam ho kah meng.
hmph
edited*
the date is wrong stupid lol but..

Happy 4th mth baby. It may not be as long as 4yrs, but i hope we go on til we're 400 yrs old.
11:39 AM Feb 20th via TweetSG
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STOMP VDAY LUV STORY WINNER :>
He got rid of all his bad habits so that he could be a better boyfriend, says STOMPer Sherene.

In an email to STOMP yesterday (Jan 22), the STOMPer said:

“My longest relationship lasted only 2.5 months. I never had a chance to celebrate an anniversary. It’s a unique feeling of joy I’ll never be able to comprehend.

“All the guys I’d relationships with had negative backgrounds. They fought a lot, entered boy’s home/prison, involved with drugs, etc. For me, I had been through everything I could go through in a relationship.

“As a result, my self esteem dropped to the lowest point. I even started to question and doubt my looks, characters, behaviors, habits and such. I told myself that was it, no more relationships, no more getting hurt or cheated by guys. It’s a shame because I wouldn’t want to go on a search for the so-called ‘right one for me’ when I know what the end would be.

“Instead, I went job-searching to keep my mind busy. Since I had school during the day, I got myself a part-time night job in a club. Fortunately or not, I met Yuji. He was one of the staff there. Like any other boys I had relationship with, Yuji was the ‘ultimate bad boy’. Tattoos, uncountable fights, violent, bad-tempered, smoker, family problems etc.

“After a few months, I broke my promise. Yes, I fell in love with a bad boy, again because I thought of giving myself one last chance. Almost every single of my friends bet that we wouldn’t last more than 2 months. A part of me wanted to stop myself from falling in love with him and another part just wanted to prove them wrong. I know the possibility of having my heart broken was high therefore it took me a lot of courage to be with someone like him. I fear that he’d leave me like how other guys did yet I still had to have faith in him that we would last.



“Our story began in 2009, where he actually asked ‘Sherene, will you be my girlfriend?’ 50 times, before I finally agreed. I didn’t say ‘yes’ because of the repeated 50 questions he asked but of the sacrifices he had done for me, quitting smoking, removing tattoos and not speaking vulgarities are a few of them.



“Soon after we were together, we had to quit our jobs because I’ll be serving my internship while he’ll be serving the nation in a few weeks. We didn’t have much time together so I really treasured every moment spent with him.



“Yuji sent me to work and picked me up after, every single day without fail for 4 months so that we wouldn’t waste a single second together before he entered NS despite that none of us were driving. He even loitered around the same area so that we could have lunch together. He didn’t complain about how boring he got while waiting for me or how early he had to get up because he didn’t want to miss me. That was when I realised even if I had forever to spend with him, it wouldn’t be sufficient because it was with him.



“The sweetest thing about him was not the gifts and sweet talks he showered me with but the every little thing about me he would take note of. Whenever we hopped on to the bus and got ourselves a seat, he would make sure that the air-con above me was turned off because I got cold easily. When I had no time to tidy my room, he would come to organise it. When I stopped talking (I'm a very noisy person.) for more than 20 minutes, he would know that something was going through my mind. If I didn't want to share, he would start dancing 'Nobody' or '1234' to make me feel better. At times, he would even mimic elmo's voice and start singing English pop songs like 'Hot and Cold' or 'I gotta feeling'. After all the punks he played, it was impossible not to smile.

“Now, all my friends have met him. I and glad and proud because they think he is the right one for me. Some even pulled me to a corner to tell me how sorry they were for discouraging me to be with him.

“Our relationship wasn’t perfect though. We quarrelled very often on our first few months together. We quarrelled about every single thing; it could be as minor as a sweet or as major as money.

“In spite of his extremely bad temper, he was always the one who tried to calm both of us down. To my realisation, he no longer had a bit of temper in him. That would mean that he had kicked almost all of his bad habits, because of me.

“When I was at my lowest point in life, he was the only one I could or rather, want to speak to. I always had the impression that boyfriends were not best friends. You could tell them certain things but not everything. But I told him everything because he would put himself in my shoe, do things that are right, cheer me up when he has to, encourage me to carry on when I wanted to give up. In short, he is the pillar of support in my life. For the very first time, I felt so loved by another guy. For the first time, I wanted to depend on a guy.

“Just a few days ago, I celebrated my 21st birthday with Yuji. He bought me a cake and told me to make a wish. I didn’t. Instead, I held my hands together and gave thanks silently because for the past years, I had been making the same old wish – that is, to meet my true love soon. My wish came true when I met him, too real to be true.

“Our anniversary falls after Valentine’s day. I am anticipating that very day because I could finally feel the joy my friends have been sharing with me.

"Baby, you are the most beautiful part in my life. I love you.

“Nobody is perfect. But in this case, I know very well that Yuji is my perfect guy and the best thing about us is that I am with him. And that, I am the most confident person when I am with him.

“I am working towards to becoming his best girlfriend because meeting someone who is willing to be part of your life while you can continue to be yourself is not easy, because I know he is worthy of everything I can or can't contribute, because I love him and because I know he loves me even more.

“For all those that are reading, I realise that you have to kiss a few frogs before you can finally find your prince. And when the kiss tastes like heaven, you’ll know it, he is your prince.”

fat hope jl/

Sunday, February 21, 2010

happiest day ever

happy 4th mth jl. You're spending it alone so make the best out of it. Don't cry :>

Saturday, February 20, 2010

lesson

To let go isn’t to forget, not to think about, or ignore. It doesn’t leave feelings of anger, jealousy, or regret. Letting go isn’t about winning or losing. It’s not about pride and it’s not about how you appear, and it’s not obsessing or dwelling on the past. Letting go isn’t blocking memories or thinking sad thoughts, and doesn’t leave emptiness, hurt, or sadness. It’s not about giving in or giving up. Letting go isn’t about loss and it’s not about defeat. To let go is to cherish the memories, but to overcome and move on. It is having an open mind confidence in the future. Letting go is learning and experiencing and growing. To let go is to be thankful for the experiences that made you laugh, made you cry, and made you grow. It’s about all that you have, all that you had, and all that you will soon gain. Letting go is having the courage to accept change, and the strength to keep moving. Letting go is growing up.
i cant bear to i know it. but should i?

Friday, February 19, 2010

terrified

you by the light
is the greatest find
in a world full of wrong
youre the only thing thats right

finally made it through the lonely
to the other side
you said it again my heart's in motion
every word feels like a shooting star
i'm at the edge of my emotions
watching the shadows burning in the dark

i'm in love
i'm terrified
for the first time and the last time
in my only life

this could be good
its already better than that
and nothing's worse than knowing you're holding back
i could be all that you needed
if you let me try

you said it again
my heart's in motion
every word feels like a shooting star
i'm at the edge of my emotions
watching the shadows burning in the dark

and i'm in love
and i'm terrified
for the first time and the last time
in my only life

i only said it coz i mean it
i only mean it coz its true
so don't you dare what i've been dreaming
coz it keeps me up
it holds me close
whenever i'm without you

love, jl

Thursday, February 18, 2010

i is back

HAI

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random tumblr

true ttm

crabs and lobsters

HAHAHA HAI.
EVA B AND IRVING CAME OVER JST NAOW
lol super funny only!
see you 2 soonsoon huh :>

crapped and i was happier in an instant :>
sometimes i wish i knew what you were thinking..
then i wldnt hv to assume.

and sometimes, the truth hurts.

Tuesday, February 16, 2010

happy lunar new year/valentines' day!


see la see la teephy wna act tall in the end decapitate herself haha

ok hai everyone im bk!!!!!!
:>
abit late but... nonetheless happy lny and valentines'!!!!!!!!!!!!
mine was... okay la haha
didnt get to go visit and only went to my uncle's hse on the eve
then went to k's aunt's on 14th
was off day ytd and forgot what i did.

today is headache day
literally headache day so sad i cant get to wrk!!!
sian ttm i miss those girlz hehe
nvm tmr i get to see thm!!! :>

k's gna be busy for the whole 15 days of lunar new yr..
so i'll be quite free on some days haha
*hints to t and m*

other than the abv nth has been gg on well for me
so..... byebye.

Sunday, February 7, 2010

hello teephy and meh

hi pbts now only both of you can see this space.
thts if you accepted the invite LOL

when am i gonna see you 2 agn?!?!?!?!?!?!????

Thursday, February 4, 2010

ridiculous

to whoever that is reading this...
and YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE

dont put words into other ppl's mouths :>
i WILL admit to what I HAVE SAID
and NOT TO THOSE I HAVENT.
so stop your crap.

Tuesday, February 2, 2010

shopping day!


woah like blur only.
k la today was shopping day with smelly boifran.
day started out... shitty and i was planning to go out alone for some retail therapy.
anyway aftr awhile my heart softened and all was well.
*says 'whatever' and flings hair to the back with left hand then rolls eyes*
(so bimbotic zz only LOL)
bought a cheap casio watch HAHA
then rich boi bought new adidas candyyyyyyyyy
and we went to num for sandalzzzzzzzzzzz!!
promo like kool only :>
FINALLY MY BLACK DUPE SANDALS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ate dinner and he had to leave for trg >: sad max
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even if one gets disappointed coz of the other a gazillion times?
woah love does wonders.

>:

im disappointed. again.
in one minute, you are able to make me happy. in one second. you make me crumble.