Wednesday, June 9, 2010

good days


cowboy's (fail) picnic @marina barrage!
turned out to be quite a fun 9t tho :> hahahaha
thought the dam was gna cause some rlly big effect but we didnt even know whether anythg hpnd.
home was sleepy time almost immediately! HAHA
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then was t.g.i.fridays @town with my babygalz, xav and franz!
x's treat so tks sista! LOL ya you know why sista instead of bro LOL

we decided to go for kbox aftr that coz everyone decided to go home.
so it was jst x and i.
clubbing songs to wake us up!
then after kbox was ard 12 closing 1 so we decided to....
play with catch-toy machines!
dk what you call that la kiap kiap machines? LOL
then x couldnt get enough of the thrill so he kept playing.
until he got me an elmo, himself a domo and a stitch.
MY GOD

homed after prince of persia!
damn nice la hahahahahah coz the guy hot girl hotter! :>
K came aftr his work. stupid boy hmph LOL
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today was kbox with the babiez of 56!
them tkg pic w my signature cover face pose LOL

HEHEHEHEHEH HAPPY ANW
but i was late coz i slept late and joined them late :p
dinner was toriQ and sitting at the corridors outside taka.
fun day still. cine fo a lil slack and homey homey.

imma happy girl today, tmr, tmr's tmr and everyday after! HAHHAH
hyper only la naowz
ok i go shit alr hehe

Saturday, June 5, 2010

stop thinking

The worst is when you show the one you love the most vulnerable sight you have and yet, they don't do anything to help.

And when you try to heal yourself with the last inch of hope you have, you lie to yourself that everything will be alright again, the fact is,
once the harm is done, only the one that did it can heal you. Though it'll never be fully healed, at least it helps, a bit. And it's the only thing that helps. michelleishigh@blogspot(but you never will)

This is what I would do: ► the laughter, ▌▌ the memories, █ the pain, ◄◄ the happiness.
thelovestories@twitter (yeah if i cld i wld)
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yeh maybe frm now on i shall jst stop expecting anything good to happen.
esp if it comes frm you. lol

nths rlly gg on btw, if anyone thats reading is curious
its jst me thats always expecting too much coz im such a perfectionist
in a sense that everything i want/expect must go my way
so ya, high expectations and high hopes make me fall from a higher point
thus im not gonna hope anymore.
hard to but its worth a try instead of me feeling miserable almost everyday HAHA :>
you girls know guys have simpler minds and they, sometimes dont ever know what we're thinking abt
then in the end we get all pissed off but they still dont know why we're pissed and just apologise to make us happy.
LOL

K if youre reading this, sry i cant understand you jst yet. lol
i know from the start youre like this and you still do what you do.
but i cant accept it still :>
and thats too bad coz i know we both cant accpet each other in one way or another
idk if love's present instead of jst reliance, or maybe even a habit to hv each other ard.
but yeh i hope it is.
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running so late alr supopsed to meet 1A56babiez @cityhall by 2
its alr 230 and im blogging omg what a bitch LOL
gotta run nao!

lurvezxxs, J.

Thursday, June 3, 2010

i just hope that

one day i'd find someone who loves me more than i do.
or just the equal amt of love i give, i take.
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Find someone else who loves you more and treats you better. Instant cure to heartbreak. That, or stuff your face with your favourite food, listen to good music, go out with your friends and family and just find ten thousand ways to remind yourself that you're better off without him.

I don't know about true love, because I don't believe there will be somebody absolutely perfect for us awaiting... Love is what you make it out to be, about how much effort we'd like to put into the relationship to make it work. underage-girl.blogspot

i haven't found you........
and i know im not worth your love
because im not pretty, neither am i smart, or sweet, or patient, or whatever traits a good girlfriend has.

maybe i'll never ever find someone who'll love me more than i do,
because im just not worth

Tuesday, June 1, 2010

neh ni neh ni poo poo


stupid rascal giving ugly face.
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another day gone. life still sux.
holidays are said to be shit coz thr'll be hwk.
then doesnt it equate to no hols?

life sux. rlly.
nth cheers me up.
im still unimportant and ugly and worthless.