Saturday, June 5, 2010

stop thinking

The worst is when you show the one you love the most vulnerable sight you have and yet, they don't do anything to help.

And when you try to heal yourself with the last inch of hope you have, you lie to yourself that everything will be alright again, the fact is,
once the harm is done, only the one that did it can heal you. Though it'll never be fully healed, at least it helps, a bit. And it's the only thing that helps. michelleishigh@blogspot(but you never will)

This is what I would do: ► the laughter, ▌▌ the memories, █ the pain, ◄◄ the happiness.
thelovestories@twitter (yeah if i cld i wld)
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yeh maybe frm now on i shall jst stop expecting anything good to happen.
esp if it comes frm you. lol

nths rlly gg on btw, if anyone thats reading is curious
its jst me thats always expecting too much coz im such a perfectionist
in a sense that everything i want/expect must go my way
so ya, high expectations and high hopes make me fall from a higher point
thus im not gonna hope anymore.
hard to but its worth a try instead of me feeling miserable almost everyday HAHA :>
you girls know guys have simpler minds and they, sometimes dont ever know what we're thinking abt
then in the end we get all pissed off but they still dont know why we're pissed and just apologise to make us happy.
LOL

K if youre reading this, sry i cant understand you jst yet. lol
i know from the start youre like this and you still do what you do.
but i cant accept it still :>
and thats too bad coz i know we both cant accpet each other in one way or another
idk if love's present instead of jst reliance, or maybe even a habit to hv each other ard.
but yeh i hope it is.
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running so late alr supopsed to meet 1A56babiez @cityhall by 2
its alr 230 and im blogging omg what a bitch LOL
gotta run nao!

lurvezxxs, J.

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